my truth life

Hye peeps...Its quite a long time i didnt blogging..feel lazy to blogging nowadays..

Oh GOSH, my exam is coming soon!!! and yet, i didnt touch any books...gosh~~~

Last nite went to karoke at KTV's Ampang Park to celebrate uncle shah's bday..14 of us...8pm till 1140pm...feel tired actually..but,after went to karoake,we went to pulse at Hotel Mandarin..near Pavillion..at first,we dont have place to seat...so,we have to wait awhile..then we got 1 empty table..beside the stage..oh gosh..the speaker just above our head..haha...suddenly,we met 1 guy that we dont want to see...arghh..spoilt my mood and others too...we still dance but my eyes always looked at him..when i looked at him,i saw him talked with a few guys with a coat..maybe bonzer or his friend..

around 2am, ayang mia and husband went back home..we dont want that guy followed us..5mins later,we went back..left my csn and her friends there...while we waiting the car at the jokey,suddenly,that guy also wait his car there...F***...he saw us go out from pulse...my sis dnt want him to followed us...so,my sis's bf reverse the car and wait us infront pavillion..so,i and my sis go to the lobby hotel..and he also go to the lobby..arghh...why he wanna followed us...then me and sis go to the car..finally..he didnt follow us...

Today, i woke up 1230pm..XD...when i woke up,i feel very2 tired...my mum wake me up..haihz...then i ate bread and watch tv awhile...around 230pm,i slept again till 5pm like that...woah...after i wake up,i feel fresh...thats all for today...

My mood swings like....haihz...no mood at all...sorry to everyone if i did something that u dont like...sorry again...

I still confuse what degree i wanna take...which college i wanna continue my study...My dream to study at Segi Damansara but i think i cant continue study there...so,still thinking till now..and very confuse...T.T...

To u my beloved YEOH KIM BEE,

You've Touched My Heart
You've given me a reason
For smiling once again,
You've filled my life with peaceful dreams
and you've become my closest friend.

You've shared your heartfelt secrets
And your trust you've given me,
You showed me how to feel again
To laugh, and love, and see.

If life should end tomorrow
And from this world I should part,
I shall be forever young
For you have touched my heart

the sad week..T.T

i was too stupid..i admit it..hurt so many people that i love..

from bottom of my heart,i really2 sorry makes u all hurt because of me..didnt mean too..

i dunno why i too stupid that time...and now,i have to be careful all the time..haihz..

makes people cried because of me..

now,everywhere i go,i must careful all the time...

what my sis said to me,i know its true..

she care of me but sumtimes i too stress with her...

haihz..what to do....cannot do anything...silent is the best...

sorry mum makes u feel sad...didnt mean to hurt u btw....

my mum now okay and she understand me...i love u mum...

to u honey,sorry if i makes u trouble because of me...

u need to take care of me more afta this..sorry dear..

but i try to take care of myself okay...

i love all of u so much...

thanks because u all really2 care of me and love me...

now i feel like to eat chocolate..haha..:P

chocolate can makes my mood better..

wanna eat eat eat...hahaha...

i want patchi,cadbury,kinder bueno,hershey's and more...

i still remember my fren gave me chocolate...she bought at pavillion..

so many shape..i eat all...the chocolate was damn damn nice..hehe..

tomorrow my econs class...maybe got econs assignmnet..omg..im nt ready to do assignmnet yet..

haihz...nvm ler...must do no matter what..hehe

Today was my happy day..XD

got english class at 12.15pm...new lecturer better than before..hehe...i tink so..

before going to class, u came to my hse and suprised me..

a bouquet of flowers in your hand..

i was suprised...

u came to see me and gave flowers to me..

i am really2 happy honey...

u always makes me smile and happy..

take care of me no matter what...

i love the flowers...

roses one of my favourite flowers..

i love it..

u are perfect for me..

u'll always in my heart..

i love u so much...

"  Because ure like my fren, best fren soulmate, lover, angel and everything of me. Because when u leave, u took away my everything. Because youre the only one that im holding to right now. Because your smile is my day by day's strength. Because i cant see my life when u arent near. Because i need you and i love you "

i'll make u happy as i can...i just want u to know that i'll always be beside u, take care of u and love u...

so,girls, bak off from him okay!!he's only MINE...and im urs only...

i love u always...

few days ago before my class start..im sick...sorethroat,fever,flu  and cough...went clinic and eat medicine...sorethroat and fever okay already...i drink a lot of water to recover from my sickness..but till now still got bad flu and cough...my nose pain like ****

i ate flu pills...after 20-30 mins i eat that pills,pengsan already..haha...

even i eat 2pills in one times..my flu still not okay...

today,i eat 3pills without anyone know...i want to recover fast...only 3 and half hours i can sleep...i cant sleep at all...dunno why...even i take 3pills...when i woke up, i feel dizzy,headache and so on..maybe the effect of that pills i tink...

tonite i wanna eat more than 3pills..4,5,or 6 maybe...i want to recover fast!!god,please...my nose gonna be more pain...

just wanna update my blog since i didnt update for a few weeks..hehe

my third sem started today..uh...first subject was malaysian studies and followed by accounts..

malaysian studies gonna be bored and i i tink i'll feel sleepy in the next class...haha...

today,i'd no mood to go class and study...not feeling well...still got bad flu and cough even i ate medicine already...T.T

no more holiday mood now...need to focus on my study..my last semester of foundation...

still confusing what i gonna do in degree...admin??dunno...accounts??err...many people ask me to take accounts btw...but im still thinking...marketing??dunno...and so on...haih..need to think wisely before i made any desicion...

thank god for january and february my class only 3 days a week..monday,wednesday and thursday..yipee...

tuesday and friday no class till march...cool..