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sad???

Posted in Wednesday, January 20, 2010

the sad week..T.T

i was too stupid..i admit it..hurt so many people that i love..

from bottom of my heart,i really2 sorry makes u all hurt because of me..didnt mean too..

i dunno why i too stupid that time...and now,i have to be careful all the time..haihz..

makes people cried because of me..

now,everywhere i go,i must careful all the time...

what my sis said to me,i know its true..

she care of me but sumtimes i too stress with her...

haihz..what to do....cannot do anything...silent is the best...

sorry mum makes u feel sad...didnt mean to hurt u btw....

my mum now okay and she understand me...i love u mum...

to u honey,sorry if i makes u trouble because of me...

u need to take care of me more afta this..sorry dear..

but i try to take care of myself okay...

i love all of u so much...

thanks because u all really2 care of me and love me...

now i feel like to eat chocolate..haha..:P

chocolate can makes my mood better..

wanna eat eat eat...hahaha...

i want patchi,cadbury,kinder bueno,hershey's and more...

i still remember my fren gave me chocolate...she bought at pavillion..

so many shape..i eat all...the chocolate was damn damn nice..hehe..

tomorrow my econs class...maybe got econs assignmnet..omg..im nt ready to do assignmnet yet..

haihz...nvm ler...must do no matter what..hehe

thats all frm me today...

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♥a bouquet of flowers makes me smile and happy♥

Posted in Thursday, January 14, 2010

Today was my happy day..XD

got english class at 12.15pm...new lecturer better than before..hehe...i tink so..

before going to class, u came to my hse and suprised me..

a bouquet of flowers in your hand..

i was suprised...

u came to see me and gave flowers to me..

i am really2 happy honey...

u always makes me smile and happy..

take care of me no matter what...

i love the flowers...

roses one of my favourite flowers..

i love it..

u are perfect for me..

u'll always in my heart..

i love u so much...

one day, i asked him why he likes me and love me...he replied

" Because ure like my fren, best fren soulmate, lover, angel and everything of me. Because when u leave, u took away my everything. Because youre the only one that im holding to right now. Because your smile is my day by day's strength. Because i cant see my life when u arent near. Because i need you and i love you "

for me, u are really2 wonderful sayang..really happy u came to my life..

i'll make u happy as i can...i just want u to know that i'll always be beside u, take care of u and love u...

so,girls, bak off from him okay!!he's only MINE...and im urs only...

i love u always...

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sick

Posted in Tuesday, January 12, 2010

few days ago before my class start..im sick...sorethroat,fever,flu and cough...went clinic and eat medicine...sorethroat and fever okay already...i drink a lot of water to recover from my sickness..but till now still got bad flu and cough...my nose pain like ****

i ate flu pills...after 20-30 mins i eat that pills,pengsan already..haha...

even i eat 2pills in one times..my flu still not okay...

today,i eat 3pills without anyone know...i want to recover fast...only 3 and half hours i can sleep...i cant sleep at all...dunno why...even i take 3pills...when i woke up, i feel dizzy,headache and so on..maybe the effect of that pills i tink...

tonite i wanna eat more than 3pills..4,5,or 6 maybe...i want to recover fast!!god,please...my nose gonna be more pain...

i want to recover fast....

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3rd semester

Posted in Monday, January 11, 2010

just wanna update my blog since i didnt update for a few weeks..hehe

my third sem started today..uh...first subject was malaysian studies and followed by accounts..

malaysian studies gonna be bored and i i tink i'll feel sleepy in the next class...haha...

today,i'd no mood to go class and study...not feeling well...still got bad flu and cough even i ate medicine already...T.T

no more holiday mood now...need to focus on my study..my last semester of foundation...

still confusing what i gonna do in degree...admin??dunno...accounts??err...many people ask me to take accounts btw...but im still thinking...marketing??dunno...and so on...haih..need to think wisely before i made any desicion...

thank god for january and february my class only 3 days a week..monday,wednesday and thursday..yipee...

tuesday and friday no class till march...cool..

thats all for now...bye...

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kejadian yang tak disangka

Posted in Tuesday, December 29, 2009

Beberapa hari ni,hati aku rasa xsedap hati je..try to figure out..but,dunno how..then,biarkan je...

but today something happen to me..till now still phobia...otw back to my hse with my cousin.tiba2 dia dapat sms frm 1 of our family mengejek dia n say sumthng..now,my csn tgh ada problem besar.otak bercelaru..then dia still ok.still drive mcm biasa..then,dia dpt 1 sms lg..tiba2 dia baling hp dia kuat2..kwn dia ddk sblh and aku ddk seat belakang..then dia bwk kete laju2 and tiba2..omg...dia bawak kereta terhuyung-hayang mcm org mabuk..then yg buat aku phobia,masa dia bawak laju and terhuyung-hayang,lori minyak kat sebelah kiri.betul2 tmpt seat aku ddk..lagi sikit nk langgar lori minyak.sipi je..lori tu betul2 side aku.omg..if kwn dia xtolak stereng ke kanan,hbs la.kereta csn aku n lori minyak berlanggar and dekat situ jugak kereta n lori akan meletup and aku da xda lagi sekarang...still now aku still phobia and teringat kejadian td...nyawa aku hampir hilang tadi..allah selamatkan aku..thanks to Allah..

afta that,my csn stop kereta tepi highway and lepaskan geram dia.haih.aku da takut sgt2 nk biarkan dia drive..aku sms family aku yg sms dia n marah2..then aku ckp,krn sms tu,aku n csn aku blh mati td langgar lori minyak...stop sms my csn..then dia reply..dia ckp sms tu hanya gurauan..nk gurau pun xblh..

yang paling aku sedih sgt2..dia ckp"lantak la korg nk kena apa pun,aku xnk campur"..bila aku baca je sms ni,ya allah...mcm mana family aku sendiri blh ckp mcm ni kat aku??nyawa kitorang hampir melayang td gara2 sms yg dia hantar..dia reply mcm ni kat aku??aku punya la syg sgt kat dia...now,aku da faham sgt...aku xsangka yg dia blh reply mcm tu kat aku selepas dia yang mulakan dulu sms tu..

aku mengaku,salah csn aku..tiba2 naik gila baca sms tu and jadi xbtl and hampir je mati td..tapi,kalau family aku yg sorg tu xstart sms,semua ni xkan terjadi..fine,xsalahkan dia jugak..tapi,knp dia blh ckp mcm tu kat family dia sendiri..manusia mmg mcm ni...

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the past of my life

Posted in Tuesday, November 24, 2009

Our life is so precious

we must to be thank to God

sometimes,i wonder why my life are not happy as i want

but i know, i wont be happy at all

since child, i faced family problems in my life like others too

my family always fighting each other

always blaming each other

when i was at the primary school,i shocked about 1 news from my family

whats the news??i gotta to know

my parents otw to divorce!!

oh my god!!

i cant imagine what my feelings that time

feeling so hurt,sadness and so on

i know my mum and my dad are not happy together

the best way are divorce

i must accept!!

my sis and I try to makes my mum happy

my mum sacrificed all her life to me and my sis

she want us to be sucessfull one day

same as my dad

all i want in this world are to be together in my family eventhough i know thats impossible

but that my dreams

the dreams i know that will never comes true

now,i must focus in my life

whatever happens to my family,i will accept it

even i regret my family like this

i love my family so damn much

i know now my dad happy with his life

my sis and I want to take care of my mum

wanna makes my mum happy

i love my mum and my dad

even my dad got a new family now

but he still love me and my sis so much

i can see that

my father working hard to bear our life

and now, my father became a successful businessman

but i know my mum still hurt till now what happens to her marriage

she want to be like others

happy with beloved husband

but she didnt get that from my dad

she always said to me that she really wanna be happy like others

i dont mind if my mum wanna marry again if she find her true love

but my sis dont want my mum married again

my sis do that because she dont want my mum suffer again like before

she dont want any guy hurting my mum

now, my sis and I just wanna makes my mum happy

we will take care of my mum no matter what

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what goes around comes around

Posted in Thursday, November 12, 2009

i feel that i can be away from anything that makes my life suffer...
what i gonna do now??
really dnt have any ideas to think...
it seems like gotta be more worst than before...
i could not imagine what my feelings rite now..
everything im doing,its like nothing ever happen..
y the life supposed to be like this...???
but i believe
what goes around comes around...
maybe im too weak to faced all this things....
shud i just let it go or shudnt??
im afraid if i let it go,im too suffer...
i dnt want to become weak...
now i just realized that im too stupid...
believing people too easy...
i just wanted to be HAPPY!!!!
im trying to do everything the best in my life..
sometimes i feel i wanna go to heaven..
my life problems never ends till the last breath...
now i realized what people said bout u..
i dunno what gonna happen after this...............
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